One must endure some hardship in his or her life to become a real person. It's like 天将降大任.  But it's not "天" it's yourself.

By choosing different ways to the future, people will end up in different places. Not as the "places", but I mean different level of living standards. It's always a trade off. 等价交换 from Full Metal Alchemist. You have to pay the same price if u wanted something different. Once it has been set, you just go for it, and forget about the price you pay. This way you can see how much you gained or lost after you reached your goal. But some people never reach their goals. How come? 

Some said that they were too weak, some said that they didn't like it, some said that they changed their mind to something else. Nothing is perfect. As the decisions being made by people not to change their goals or change it half-way through. Everything could be either bad or good. It really depends on the way you see it. This comes back to my last Blog entry -- Attitude.

For me, I always believed that I can do better. However, I never thought about the future. What should I do? What kind of job do I really want to take? Being lazy is one of my biggest weakness. I just don't think about them. I always wanted to have my own business, but never really dig in on that subject. I always wanted to invest in something, but never really searched for things I want to invest.

Once I thought about going out of home to somewhere new, and start everything from zero to see what I can do. Now, I come back to square one and started thinking things I didn't really thought about before. Maybe it's a bit late to change my course of action, but Hey it's just the beginning. Although I choose the waste myself, but who knows what will happen in the next minute? Life is really full of surprises. (This sentence is from somewhere, couldn't remember.) And to think of it, it's really an adventure of your own. Everyone has his or her own story to tell, but only some people can tell really good ones.

The clock is still running, I always feel that my time is running out. Wait a minute, life just Started~! Who says everyone has to go to school and study? and most people do because everybody else is doing it. Life is really about finding yourself. This is just the beginning. Once I was on a journey to somewhere, but I didn't really know where. Now, I'll be on a journey to myself. Finding it will be real hard. And I must come over all the hardship to fulfill that purpose. I must not give up until the end. I must do it for myself~!!!!

The path has been laid out. I see the light where it leads. But the road is still dark. Only the part where I have passed by is lighted, and now i'm not alone anymore. I got my honey to back me up. Like a NOS to boost me up to the feel of Need For Speed. Like the super bright head light in front of the car. Showing me the road ahead. This is just the beginning...........................Everything starts here.