When you wanna go home, but you don't want to.

My heart becomes a ice block as a frost mage cast a spell on it. Then it would burst into a thousand piece by the mightest strike of a warrior.

It hurts as hell like when a warlock trade his soul with a demon for a moment of peace in the mind. You really hope that you can shape shifting like the druids flying high in the sky. The time when you need the heals from a holy paladin, you hope you can still do some damage while healing like the shadow priest but in fact you can't. If you don't wanna be a very good pet for the hunter, the only way to survive is to have the elemental spirits of a shaman, and stealth as a rogue in the darkness. The spirits can make you feel strong in the mind, and keep yourself away from trouble in stealth. Seems like my life has been like this all along. It gives me headaches to even think about it. The only thing to look forward to is to bet everything in the future. Soon, it will be all over. Soon I will be there. Until then, I have to lay low, to hang on, to keep up, to wait, to survive..............

 

TNND 终于再次进了急诊........

所谓是有那么点惊心动魄......hehe 确实啊,把宝贝儿,还有wensi,Ivy都给惊了...在去急诊的路上我还嘱咐着:如果我挂了,遗嘱就随我爸妈了.......lol

正常人一般情况下都不会有什么事.一到我这儿怎么就不一样了呢....看来咱还真不是一般人.

BP 140-100, Heart rate 120/min. 所谓是空穴来风啊,对于一个学过一点医学知识的人来说看到这种异样的数字的时候,心里还真的更害怕了点. 到不是怕自己要完蛋什么的,就怕如果我倒下了身边的人就惨了. 也就因为这种半懂不懂的状态才倒置了所说的 hyperventilation. 唉~~~都无语了........

只能说加拿大的医疗系统都TMD是垃圾,太垃圾了以至于从10:50pm如院到4:30am都没见过医生. 不说别的了,就算是真有点什么事还不死里面就怪了.差点我就在emergency room里面打911了.............最后还是连医生的影儿都没见着,也不难受了就是困得不行不行了. 很不抵的回了家..............

心里还是挺感动的,我家宝贝坐陪我到凌晨4点半, wensi和他家Ivy还去买完吃的送过来,然后又再送我这病号回家.也算是又有了一次被前呼后拥的感觉了...........hehe

那话怎么说来着,哦,对了~! 就小学语文的说法,"心里暖暖的". 看完了别说我娇情啊....haha 这确实是句句属实,发自内心啊. 我就不废话了,说谢谢啥的也没用.

人家是都在酒里了,我这不喝酒的就都在心里了.

看来这心病不治也能好, 睡了6个小时人跟没事儿似的.但是啊..........不能再这么熬夜了.虽然说这是突发情况,但这不就等于说是换着法的熬夜么.....不抵啊不抵啊.

白抓了一手好牌啊......每个花色的 "J" 我还都有一张,主牌还至少11张以上..........唉~这次没勾到底啊,不过已经勾过一次就挺过瘾的了....haha