都是他妈了个逼操的~!

 

 

不停的重复着一样的事. 一样的事重复的不停.

很多人都有时候会说, 我想家了. 我呢? 我想过么? "家" 对我来说算什么? 是不是就是一个免费的旅馆包吃包住?

还是说它是我活着的一种必须品?

真的很烦躁. 看着身边的人一一走过,而只有我像是不受地球引力的控制一样在空中停留.

就像是伦回没有止境. 总会像是泄了气的皮球倒在床上. 四肢就和橡皮泥一样,而我的头却比石头还重.

都说是环境造就一个人. 我都不愿去想我是怎么被造就出来的.

 

my body was like a shattered piece of paper full of bullet holes. I was going away, but without a direction. Wind bolws by and take me to nowhere.

This is Life~! Life is this~!

I'll just have to deal with it, not to complain about it. Complains can do nothing, only comes more problems. It is the way it is. You always want to try to give it up, but never succeed. I don't know how to describe it. How hard it is to just let go, to just give it up? How hard it is to give it up?

From a rate of 1 to 10. I'd say 20.

You want to give up and stop trying to not to give it up. But you never could. It is not the question of you can or cannot. It is the problem of not having the ability to give it up. FUCK~! and FUCK more~!

and FUCK again~! FUCK~! FUCK~! FUCK~!

all of this is bullshit~! If tomorrow is the end of the world, I'd be strangely feeling very happy about it.

Who knows what could happen? <=== this just reminded me about the song.........no wonder i always liked avril.