There is something called life. People live and die. But no one knows why.

There is something called death. People bear and fear. But no one really care.

There is something called fun. People like and enjoy. But no one feels annoy.

 

There is me. In the living life of my death while I still can have fun.

 

No one knows more. But life is like death, you never feel it.

No one knows more. But death is like life, you never see it.

No one knows more. Having a living life of death, maybe some day you'll feel it, and maybe some day you'll see it.

 

Wind blow by, I was shattered. My body was full of bullet holes, as light as a piece of paper. I went away with the wind to another world that is far far away.

Books are the basis of knowledge, so does that mean knowledge is a vector space?

Water in my blood, so does that mean my blood is also in the water?

The one is in me, and I am the one.

 

No one knows what is coming tomorrow. No one knows...........

Because I never care what is going to happen tomorrow, but I do care the person I love today; I do care my loving parents today (although they always lecturing me); I do care for all my friends today. Since tomrrow might be the first day when you really find out the past is real. At least the second just past was real, you do feel your heart pumping, you do feel your breath, and you do see the words. I was always afraid that everything I have ever experienced was a dream, and one day I'm going to wake up to find myself lying in front of the gate of heaven (although i do not believe in GOD).  It might be a trick that GOD had. 

 

GOD = Game Or Dream 

so assume this theorem is correct. Then => Life = Game, or Life = Dream.

If life = game, then => It is really a game that everyone is playing. The real RPG.

If life = dream, then => Everything so far has already pre-ordered. It has been set, and no one can ever turn the table and change the free will.

 

So which one? Maybe i'd choose to play the game of life. At least I can interven for my own way of life. I do not like to think in a fixed frame, that means there will never be improment. By thinking outside of a frame, more things will be discovered, more space will be avaliable, more ideas will be generated.................Then maybe some day I can end all of this. End the living life of death.

 

Life is a funny word. You laugh more and more. You enjoy more and more.

Life is a sad word. You never laugh and enjoy.

Laugh of your face isn't important. It is the laugh in your heart that counts. So what is the meaning of life. Is it just to laugh and enjoy? No, of course not~! To let people know how to laugh and enjoy their life. A little good will do better, a little more effort will improve more. Maybe I am a perfect idealism. Everything has to be right, and everything should go with order.

Life is not right and it's random. So be it~! Make the wrong ones right and change them forever. Even if that cost my life, I have to pursuit for the right ones. Still there might be risks, what if everything that I am looking for is wrong, what if I got the "right" ones wrong. I do not fear, SO BRING IT~! IT has to have sacrifice. History is the best evidence.

 

Now the question is: Am I ready to be sacrificed?

 

 

 

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看书看不进去.....太无聊了~ 唉~~

TNND 周一还考试呢......T_T